I'm leaving for Cambodia for my 4 weeks of practicum this evening and will arrive sometime in the evening on Sunday. A few things are flooding my brain right now.
1) I'm slightly nervous what Jesus has planned for me these next four weeks of practicum. Jesus is a pretty powerful guy. And all of his awesomeness can be overwhelming.
2) I'm excited that I get to go to another country and that I get to help an NGO. The practicum was the thing I was most looking forward to.
3) I really need to get over myself, I'm not as great as I think I am. the only difference I can make is by letting Jesus work through me to change others lives. I can't do it.
4) All I can do is put my foot forward and embrace this journey Jesus has in store for me. I don't know what my purpose is. To be completely honest, I feel slightly lost and wonder why I'm really here. I know the cliche answer that Jesus has me here for a reason even if its not apparent. But I'm still not happy with that answer. Jesus never gave me a to do list for a reason.
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